Our Lady of the Lakes: Feb 17, 2008

Sunday, February 17, 2008

feverish and really down today.

it was a long week with the exam writing and the kiddies freaking out about their 5-page papers and my talk on friday. (it went well, thankfully.)

i'm out of coffee and i don't even have enough money to buy another pound of it or to fill my gas tank. i got an uncertain answer about summer funding from the department, so i may be looking at another summer in michigan. i saw a job posting at the errc and was very tempted to apply. but i can't do one more thing right now. i have to get my paper written for alaina in order to be eligible for a gsi-ship next year.

i miss besim. it's finally sinking in that i'm really single again.

and it is SO grey here.

i'm not quite sure why i left my bed this morning.

Why "Coupling" is completely f-ing brilliant

Sally: "Patrick, impotence is the word."

Patrick: "Sally, there are some words you don't say to a man, they're too technical, like commitment or cervix."

Oh, it's SO good.

I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, to discover that I had not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so dear; nor did I wish to practice resignation, unless it was quite necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life, to live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all that was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave close, to drive life into a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms, and, if it proved to be mean, why then to get the whole and genuine meanness of it, and publish its meanness to the world; or if it were sublime, to know it by experience, and to be able to give a true account of it in my next excursion.
-- Henry David Thoreau (1817 – 1862) (Walden or Life in the Woods)

Listener up there! Here, you! What have you to confide to me?
Look in my face, while I snuff the sidle of evening;
Talk honestly—no one else hears you, and I stay only a minute longer.

Do I contradict myself?
Very well, then, I contradict myself;
(I am large—I contain multitudes.)

I concentrate toward them that are nigh—I wait on the door-slab.

Who has done his day’s work? Who will soonest be through with his supper?
Who wishes to walk with me?

Will you speak before I am gone? Will you prove already too late?

The spotted hawk swoops by and accuses me—he complains of my gab and my loitering.

I too am not a bit tamed—I too am untranslatable;
I sound my barbaric yawp over the roofs of the world.

The last scud of day holds back for me;
It flings my likeness after the rest, and true as any, on the shadow’d wilds;
It coaxes me to the vapor and the dusk.

I depart as air—I shake my white locks at the runaway sun;
I effuse my flesh in eddies, and drift it in lacy jags.

I bequeathe myself to the dirt, to grow from the grass I love;
If you want me again, look for me under your boot-soles.

You will hardly know who I am, or what I mean;
But I shall be good health to you nevertheless,
And filter and fibre your blood.

Failing to fetch me at first, keep encouraged;
Missing me one place, search another;
I stop somewhere, waiting for you.

--Walt Whitman, Song of Myself

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Sunday, February 17, 2008

Why "Coupling" is completely f-ing brilliant

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