feverish and really down today.

it was a long week with the exam writing and the kiddies freaking out about their 5-page papers and my talk on friday. (it went well, thankfully.)

i'm out of coffee and i don't even have enough money to buy another pound of it or to fill my gas tank. i got an uncertain answer about summer funding from the department, so i may be looking at another summer in michigan. i saw a job posting at the errc and was very tempted to apply. but i can't do one more thing right now. i have to get my paper written for alaina in order to be eligible for a gsi-ship next year.

i miss besim. it's finally sinking in that i'm really single again.

and it is SO grey here.

i'm not quite sure why i left my bed this morning.