Saturday, December 8, 2007

Grey ice fisherman eating banana bread and bathing babies in three cultures

Grey, grey, unrelenting grey.

The lake appears to be frozen over completely, though it is still on the thin side in parts. The boats' cold grey metal matches the ambient air and the ice all around. Only the bits of exposed grass and wood of trees and tree stumps provides any color contrast at all.

It takes a second or third look before I even notice anything but the flat grey of the ice. But here's something interesting. . .

It appears someone has been out there . . .

Could it be that the ice fishermen are already testing the thickness in anticipation of their favorite winter pastime? And are those hockey goals? And human footprints?


Most of the evidence I see around here these days is from my other neighbors.


I tried this morning to make friends with a squirrel sitting and taking a drink by licking at the snow accumulated on the railing of my back deck. I was slow and steady in offering an outstretched hand of sunflower seeds, but the animal was not eager to trust me. Perhaps it's just as well; I have some ambivalence about humans forging paternalistic relationships with our other animal neighbors.

. . .

I woke briefly at 7:00, but returned to sleep and didn't get up again until 1:00 this afternoon! That's what Tylenol PM does for me, I guess -- a bit over nine hours of uninterrupted sleep and then a whole day of foggy semi-delirium. But better that than the tossing and turning of most nights, especially when I'm writing and navigating multiple deadlines.

Last night, after collecting a mass of article printouts, films, library books on children, parents, adoption, children and the state, children and anthropology, interdisciplinary perspectives on child abuse and neglect, etc, for the paper I'm working on for Dr. Sarri, and splurging on a manicure that helped a bit with the eczema I get on my hands in this weather, I met up with Zac, Alice, and the gang at Leopold's to celebrate Zac's birthday. Shayla stopped by to pick up my copy of Discipline and Punish, reinforcing my latest habit of never going to a bar without an academic text in my handbag. We had a grand old time, and I had a fabulous conversation with an old college friend of Alice's, Tim, who's in the B school and the school of public health. We talked about Brazil, and Roma, and community development practices in Detroit, and so many other things I lost track. . . lovely indeed to make a new friend.

We all shuffled over to Happy's Pizza at about 1:00 or so and shared some surprisingly good pizza in the rather surreal, very un-Ann Arbor-like environment there. Of course it was about 3 by the time I got home to the cottage, and I followed what's become my standard practice of putting on my slippers, turning up the heat, and remaining in my down coat to watch an episode of something on ABC's website to distract me until the house isn't quite so frigid.

Last night it was the second half of the Grey's Anatomy cliffhanger. I enjoyed it, but . . . I don't suppose I'm the only one who's finding this season to be rather dull in comparison to previous ones? Does this have to do with the writers' strike? I wish the f-ing networks would just settle with them, already. It's time to recognize the importance of the contribution they make to good entertainment. I'm a little embarrassed by how attached I've become to silly TV programs, but they really help me relax and unclutter my mind when so much of my day requires so much of my brain capacity.

. . .

Anyway, it was because I didn't bathe and crawl into bed until almost 4 am that I slept so bloody late, and I'm actually still finishing up my "morning coffee." It took me about an hour to get my computer to recognize my external hard drive, for some reason. Just one of those days, I guess.

It was just the right kind of day to bake, so I made a loaf of banana bread, just the way I like it, scant on the sugar, heavy on the bananas, with loads of walnuts, and just whole wheat flour with a hint of buckwheat flour added.

While I was waiting for it to finish baking, I settled down on the couch to watch some old ethnographic films by Gregory Bateson and Margaret Mead, in the Character Formation in Different Cultures series. I didn't know anything about the films, but I found them through Mirlyn when I was doing research for this paper, and they caught my eye. I thought they might have some piece of interest in this rather amorphous paper I'm working on for Dr. Sarri. And I knew they'd also have really great ethnographic footage, because I'd expect nothing less from Margaret Mead.

And finally, I have a lot of interest in a few related things that make me keen to give some more attention to the Boasians: (1) how anthropologists present (and have presented) their findings to the/a "public" beyond the academy, particularly through museum exhibitions and films, but also in other media (2) the use of film by ethnographers, both as a data collection tool as well as a medium of "writing up" or codifying findings into a final product, (3) how these products, in turn (from both items 1 and 2), have shaped, reinforced, transformed, or otherwise influenced discourses about culture, difference, and boundaries, that circulate in popular media, and (4) ethnography and activism.

They're odd little films, both of them, illustrative of the typical concerns of the Culture and Personality school in American anthropology (see also Alabama students' site) -- childrearing practices and their influence on the development of adult character and human behaviors within a given cultural context. They also demonstrate the same kinds of flaws I saw in other works from this school's work when I was reading Mead and Benedict in Traditions a couple years ago -- a nagging essentialism (a tendency to see culture as a reified and bounded set of traditions, practices and beliefs, rather than as a process and series of relationships), a tendency to exaggerate certain similarities and differences, and an apparent action agenda imbedded in the

One is called Bathing Babies in Three Cultures and it documents the bathing practices of a handful of mothers in New Guinea, the United States, and Bali. First, we see two Yetmo mothers going in succession to the Sepik river in New Guinea to bathe their children in the river, all "brisk and businesslike," working quickly with one child at a time, holding the child at all times, in an environment that frequently has crocodiles.

Second, we see two examples from the United States, first from the 1930s and then from the 1940s, demonstrating what Mead describes as the "careful, conscientious" approach of the American mothers, who keep their hands nearby, "ever watchful, while giving [the child] an illusion of independence". Mead notes the continuities between the '30s and '40s in American mothers' bathing practices: They both bathe the children in a porcelain tub, take time to play patty-cake and with rubber bath toys, and dry the children in large towels, and immediately diaper and dress the babies. But she also points to a departure from the 1930s concern for a regimented day according to the clock in the later bathing sequence, and the consequent increase in the mother's apparent calm. "The child is fed when he is hungry," not according to a schedule "mediated by the clock" that makes mothers anxious, she says.

Finally, we watch a couple bathing sequences in Bali. Here, the child stands in a small tub for the bath. The first mother is relaxed, and very playful. The mother splashes the child, the child splashes back. This apparently forms the basis for Mead's characterization of Balinese mothers' "playful, teething, but inattentive" manner of bathing their children, in contrast to the ways of American and New Guinean mothers. But I wonder why she makes the claim so strong when her second example, of an older mother who is bathing her youngest child, who demonstrates "not as much inclination to play" as the first mother does, and is from my observation, almost as "brisk and businesslike" as the New Guinean woman dipping her baby into the Sepik river.

The second film, A Balinese Family, follows about a year or so in the life of one particular Balinese family, the Karmas of Bajoeng Gedé. The family is quite large, with six children, and some of the children live not in the nuclear family home of the Karma parents, but the homes of their grandmothers. Mead (writing and narration) and Bateson (photography) guide us through a series of observations of parenting practices, and interactions between parent and child, and among the children. At the risk of sounding essentializing, myself, and noting that this is one family observed at a particular point in time in the 1940s, I'm noting down some of the more salient points for my purposes right now:
  • At least in this larger family, there is childrearing of older children by extended kin in separate housholds
  • Balinese children are fed by giving them a coconut bowl that they can carry as they walk about, feeding themselves at their own pace.
  • Rather young children are assigned the duty of being a "child nurse" to his or her younger sibling. The child-nurse learns to wrap the baby in a carrying sling to hold him or her against the child-nurse's hip.
  • This child-nurse is responsible for carrying the baby around in this fashion for a whole year
  • When the baby grows to be too large to be supported by the child-nurse, an older sibling takes responsibility for bathing the child
  • Support for children learning to walk is provided in the form of a "walking rail," a single dowel elevated by two stakes and placed in the center of the courtyard, where very young children can use it to balance themselves for standing and walking around it, without being confined (as in an American playpen). They periodically fall on the ground and stand up again without parental intervention.
  • There's are distinctive affects, according to Mead, that characterize youngest and second children, and even in this family, where there is no youngest child after Kenjeon, she begins at a point in time to demonstrate the typical "unresponsiveness of a second child in the Balinese family".
(That last point is one I'm curious about, but anyway, that's what she says.)

Hmmm. Nothing more to say about that at the moment, but it was an intriguing thing to watch while slowly making my way through my coffee and eating my first couple slices of banana bread.

Okay, well, thanks for humoring me while I think through the films a bit. I think I'm demonstrating that I'm just about ready to go back to the rhythm of seminars again, since I'm seeking the opportunity to talk about my research in the bar and in my blog. Ack.


Some stuff for further reading:

Stocking, George, ed. (1986) Malinowski, Rivers, Benedict and others : essays on culture and personality.

Robert A LeVine (2001) Culture and Personality Studies, 1918-1960: Myth and History.
Journal of Personality 69 (6), 803–818.

Margaret Mead and Gregory Bateson in Bali: Their Use of Photography and Film
Ira Jacknis
Cultural Anthropology, Vol. 3, No. 2 (May, 1988), pp. 160-177

Husmann, Rolf (1992). A Bibliography of Ethnographic Films. Berlin
-Hamburg-Münster: LIT Verlag.

Ulewicz, Monica and Alexandra S. Beatty (2001). The Power of Video Technology in International Comparative Research in Education. National Academies Press.

Hockings, Paul (1995). Principles of Visual Anthropology. Walter de Gruyter.

Web links:

Ethnographic Film Series

University of South Carolina Educational Films Database

Carnegie Mellon Anthropology Video Filmography

Overview of Methods in Visual Anthropology

Friday, December 7, 2007

Top Ten Strategies for Tricking Myself into Continuing to Work When I Want to Play or Sleep

1. System of rewards. If you just get out of bed to work now, and get something started, you can take a nap this afternoon.

2. Brief vigorous exercise. Dancing crazy, jumping jacks, going for a 5-minute jog outside.

3. Snacking. Walk to kitchen, stretch legs and neck, grab snack foods, return, write a paragraph, repeat if necessary. In my opinion, the best kinds to have on hand are: Tons of fruit (bananas, apples, tangerines, oranges), natural popcorn in the bag (white cheddar or plain varieties), raw carrots, pre-cooked veggies that work as finger foods like steamed broccolini or roasted asparagus, whole grain crackers, hummous for when you're feeling dippy, and nuts -- especially raw almonds and cashews, and occasionally dry roasted peanuts. For hungrier times, Morningstar Farms buffalo wings dipped in blue cheese dressing are a real favorite. But I actually eat those for dinner more often than I'd like to admit. Steamed quinoa brown rice is another winner, with a little tamari sauce and butter.

4. Being in my Pajamas. It helps, somehow, because it feels inherently indulgent.

5. Showering. A good break that can stimulate the circulation and also makes for good thinking time if you do it at exactly the right moment. You've been writing, writing, writing, and then you're printing and need a break before you sit down to read a draft, and you shower while the printer's going and think about what else you need to add to your argument. Brilliant. My best ideas seem to come while almost-sleeping or while under a stream of warm water.

6. Making lists. (Hmmm. notice anything here. . .?) It's a good way to release the things you need to do, the other interests you have that you're not allowing yourself to think about for the time being, or whatever.

7. Switching between scholarly tasks. Going from one paper to another when you're stuck, or moving from reading and note-taking to outlining or writing drafts to researching and ordering library books can help keep you productive even when you're feeling antsy. I try to avoid email when I'm doing something that requires more concentrated and longer-term thinking, but there are always emails to professors or colleagues that need writing, too, and especially if they're related to what I'm doing they can sometimes help.

8. Taking a quick break to do something more mundane that needs to get done. This can be a time-suck if you're not careful, because it's rare that I don't urgently need to dust, vacuum, clean my bathroom, clean my kitchen, do the laundry, sort mail, file papers, print journal articles, grade undergraduate papers, shovel the porch, salt the driveway, do my physical therapy stretches, apply more cream to my eczema, give myself a facial mask, add air to my tires, schedule a car maintenance and a dental hygiene appointment, make phone calls about health referrals, and . . . well, you know how it is. Graduate school. Anyway, though, doing one of these silly things that needs doing can offer a sense of accomplishment when you're feeling less than powerful with the rather abstract theoretical or empirical thing you're trying to think through, and can make it easier to go back to.

9. Meditating. A few minutes of silent deep breathing always helps to focus the mind and cut through the mental garbage.

10. Gilmore Girls. When all else fails, a break of a few minutes to watch silly television with quick witty banter can help a lot. Especially if I've been doing good, concentrated writing, it can be a really good break to zone out and rest the mind that way.

11. Oh, I know, I said there'd be 10. But how could I forget: Caffeinated beverage. Coffee and tea, what would I do without you? Cafe con leche, coffee with cream, Earl Grey with lemon and honey, green tea, black tea with milk. . . The varieties are endless. The effect so dependable.

12. Power nap. Sometimes you actually need a few minutes of real sleep to get going again. I always find that when I'm writing, my ideas flow so much better, my thinking is so much sharper, just after I've woken up.

13. Turning on or off the music. I used to be all about pure silence for writing. But the past few days, I've realized that certain types of writing, or certain parts of the process, are actually good for me with music. Especially when it's late at night and all I want to do is cover myself up with blankies and close my eyes. Mixing it up with silence and sound can keep my thoughts moving when I don't want to be.

So, grad school buddies, what are your tricks?

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Thank goodness for the little successes

Today's successes:

1. I submitted my portfolio for Qualitative Methods. Finally. What a relief!

2. I contacted the IRB (Institutional Review Board, who oversees any scientific research with human subjects, which weirdly enough includes sociology, anthropology, and social work, but not history or journalism), which I'd been dreading, putting off, and otherwise freaking out about for three months, and submitted the remainder of what I needed to so that I could return to data analysis for my research internship with their approval. PHEW! So, I'll be able work on that paper I mentioned last night, even if it means going back to interviews from the summer of 2006, without fearing reprisal from them.

3. I rescheduled with the prof I was stressing about, and will meet her on Monday, when I will have had enough time to think lucidly and write something substantial for her. In fact, I've been in touch with all the people in supervisory roles with me in the past few days, and am in good standing with all of them. I'm on target to get everything finished for my MSW but my research internship by the end of this semester, I think, and will have all my incompletes from Social Work off my back finally.

4. I've arranged to have the next several days free, which means a big solid block of time to work on papers, whether at home or at the library. Which is, after all, pretty much the only way I can write properly. Running from teaching to office hours to exam writing to my internship to a meeting, and having 5 papers I'm working on at once, I don't have my head screwed on straight enough to sit down and write quality work. I'm down to three papers I'm working on now, one of which is a program evaluation for AFG, and one of which I've already got a clear, focused idea about (the one I mentioned last night). So now I just need to figure out what I'm writing for this "Parenthood, Childhood, and the State" course I am pursuing with Dr. Sarri. And I have the weekend to think about it. Phew.

Grad school highs and lows

The good news: I have finally, after more than a year and a half of delay, finished my two final papers for Qualitative Methods. I have my portfolio all ready to submit, and will do so tomorrow. It's not perfect, but it's done. And that is something. And actually, I do really like one of the papers, and my colleague I wrote about seemed to, also. That's also something.

The other good news: I have a paper idea for my Democracy course (also for finishing out a long-incomplete class) that my other professor likes, that she thinks will work well with the course materials, and that I know will also help me tremendously in kick-starting my work on my research internship, which I have to finish next semester. I'm going to examine ideas of participation embedded in housing programs for Roma in Central Europe, considering cultural assumptions about Roma implied in the policies and implementation, and reflecting on connections to rhetoric of the deserving and undeserving poor in American social welfare history. There's really a there there, and I'm excited about it, I have the field data to support this line of analysis, and I'm looking forward to thinking about it.

The bad news: I'm supposed to have submitted work to the professor with whom I'm doing an independent study, today, in preparation for our meeting tomorrow. I have nothing done. I've been teaching, writing and helping prepare the final exam for the Anthro 101 students, writing for other courses (see above!), and commuting to and working in Detroit to finish out my field placement at AFG. Really, that's about all I've been doing except writing in my blog and taking photographs. I've had the occasional Gilmore Girls break to keep myself vaguely sane, but then gone back to writing. And obviously I've taken care of the minimal daily requirements of sleeping, eating, maintaining the minimal level of hygiene, and filling up my grocery cart and my gas tank. Seriously, that's really it. But, it doesn't change the cold stark fact that the work isn't done. Fuck. What do I do?

What I want to do is delay our meeting yet another few days and bust my ass reading and writing this weekend. But I fear I've lost my credibility now. Argh!!! Why is this so hard? And I'm so damned tired -- I only got back from our exam meeting in Ann Arbor at 11:00 last night. SIGH.

Update: I wrote to her asking for another damned extension and telling her about my revised schedule plan. I'm going to work work work tomorrow afternoon and Friday and the weekend and Monday, so that by the time Wednesday rolls around, I can hopefully have solid work done on my doctoral papers and can focus on my field placement. And then somewhere in there I'll fit in my grading for 101.

RIP, Hummer

Surely it was a sweet life in Zack's tender care, but I hope you've found a better place nonetheless.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Little Joys of Teaching


But I didn't tell you the best part about today . . .

I gave my students the end-of-semester evaluations, and thanked them for a lovely semester, and there was that awkward moment of my collecting my things to leave the room. And what did they do? . . . They applauded. :)

About the image above: My mother has been a wonderful elementary school teacher since I was in grade school. Although the level of writing and analysis of our students is obviously different, sometimes I think there isn't actually much difference between our work as educators! Mom has always brought home lots of gifts from her students at the end of every school year, and a Sandra Boynton mug with this picture is one I have drunk coffee out of many times in her kitchen. :) It seems apt for my circumstances now, although to update it for the modern classroom, we'd need to put a cell phone in the paws of the dancing ADHD kitten on the desk, and an iPod earbud in the turkey's ear and a laptop with YouTube showing the latest viral videos on the desktop in front of the lamb.

another snowfall . . .










But all we can confess of what we are

Has in it the defeat of isolation--
If not our own, then someone's, anyway.
-- Adrienne Rich, Stepping Backward

I am overwhelmed sometimes by the beauty of the world around me.

And there are days, like today, when I am reminded of the meaning and purpose of my presence here. And these times, I feel so very much gratitude for everything and everyone that has contributed to my being right here, right now, in this moment, in this space. Even this landscape that I discover anew each day, so brand new to me, is one I see with lenses thick with memories, and everyone I have ever known is somehow here with me in this vision of the world, even as I experience isolation . . .